Hurrying up to library

When I was a high school student, my dream of near future was to go to library everyday for reading, learning and researching important themes at that time unknown. In the school I liked solving easy questions of mathematics and physics, but those were all rudimentary questions for general students aiming university’s entrance.

I thought that there would be clear themes of my own life somewhere in my learning world, which did not yet come up to the surface. So above all things, I wanted to go to the library to find themes for my study in life, in which I probably would satisfy to my youth time. So I dreamed my figure of hurrying up to library with carrying thick books under my arm being not bothered from all around me.

At university my dream surely came to true. But a new more difficult problem emerged up at my front. It was a very talent or gift for keeping study deeply. But I was a common person having nothing peculiar gift. From that time, my true long winding road to language study started towards the hard fields or precipitous mountains.

Tokyo
27 January 2015
SIL
13 September 2020 Text revised
SRFL

References added 17 February 2015

Note added, 20 January 2016

In June 2016, I become 69 years old, that is the time to remember the life to this day. How has my youth time dream realised? What has I obtained the objects I ever hoped?. Some are realised, some are not. I obtained the real aim to keep studying on. It is in language I ever dreamt. But I have not made enough contribution to the people around me and social itself. I only walked my narrow road for my study, not paid attention to others. I met many splendid people leading me generally to my study way. I was too happy to my tiny research results ever made. I sincerely thank to all and I truly love this small road. It was a long and winding road as the Beatles sang in my youth time and I feel that I surely got fine strawberry from language field. It is For Ever.